Friday, September 01, 2006

How would I start the post.. So today`s September 1,2oo6; Friday. I had the day to start with my friend Jo-Anna. We`re supposed to go out with Clifford and Clinton tomorrow but then Clinton wouldn`t go since he was bored. Psssh. So anyways we were planning what to do for tomorrow but I don`t think I`m in the mood for anything that day..

We were dismissed at 4:00 pm today. Teachers had an important meeting [ I believe so ] and I was booked for a meeting with Kristoffer[Chocobon]. We hanged out at the mall and ate at KFC; we also played basketball at Wonder Park. =]] I was quite shy because I had so many many wants but then he was too nice and gave me all I wanted. [ How sweet xD ] Lastly, we hanged out at T.Del`s outside lairs. We were close to each other [ TAKE NOTE: I like him only as a friend and nothing more ]. The last people who saw us was Nico, Ven, Ryan John, Kathleen, Kean and Melissa. I was blushing like hell. They thought we were couples and so as Kristoffer`s other gang. -___-;; I clearly noted him that I have a boyfriend and his name is 'Noreiko Jae'. He said it was okay. But then a thing happened. That 'thing' would clearly mark me for my unfaithfulness but seriously, I myself didn`t expect and did not want that to happen. We were walking home when he suddenly put his arms around my shoulder and started putting me close to him. I felt warm but I still don`t like him. I was scared that time because everyone around our area knows me very well as hell. I removed his hands around me and started faking giggles. So when we I was finally home, I looked around to see if there were people who I know but I saw noone. I was about to say goodbye, when he suddenly pushed me at a wall and kissed me forcefully. Dx

For the first time in my life, I felt comfortable hanging around with boys. I pushed him and he looked away. He said bye but I blushed.. I didn`t say anything at all. I felt my cheeks burning but I STILL DON`T LIKE HIM. Now I`m starting to feel being unfaithful to my bf. Yes I still love my boyfriend and I love him so much than anyone could think but then that kissing part.. >_>... I don`t know how to tell him. I didn`t like it actually. I felt uncomfortable. I told Kristoffer that if he ever did it again, I would actually hit his face hard. He laughed and said okay okay.

I beleive this day is really ...Really.. Unusual. Those card readings from Jo-Anna was true. Something HAD happen this afternoon. And I believe it`s unexpected.