Thursday, April 26, 2007

well so far we had our shopping at Subic in Freeport/Royal. it was for our fiesta this saturday. last time i checked, we went out of Balanga at 10:30am and went back at 3:00pm. so much for buying. i just bought big pack of lays, cheetos, 2 smores like i always buy and 2 body spray's that i've been dying to have! vanilla & rose! :D they were luscious <3 style="font-weight: bold;">chocolate fondue.

besides our exceptional shopping for food, we ate at Meat Plus for lunch. i remember ordering a tenderloin w/ a cup of rice & banana split for dessert. and it'll probably the last banana split i will ever have. i got stuffed at the tenderloin & fries from my dad's plate. i didn't expect the ice cream at the split would be 3! w/ all different flavors. let me show you.

that will be the last time probably, 'cuz until now, i'm still full. i can't even drink water. yeah it was yummy but i had to finish it all, it costs 150php. my mum, dad and i all shared it, but the ice cream were big, and it's too sweet. T__T

Wednesday, April 25, 2007

my gosh. i can't believe how long i was gone, and kept this account deserted. as I've read my older posts, i shuddered slightly but laughed my heart out. you see, it's been days, months, a year? i can't see that i AM growing up, am i? of course i won't deny that fact. observe my other posts~

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okay, lol that was pretty lame. anyhow, i think i might revive this again. and leave it after a month. you know how this flow goes on. where do i start? ah yes, i last left this unchained memories at Christmas. today is april 25,2007. i guess it's been 3-4 months, that's should be long enough. lots of stories unfold.

January;
> this should be new year. 3rd periodical exams, birthdays, complications. what a nice way to start this new year. how i manage to cope up w/ this guy, Jayvee. i met him at this clan, w/c was pretty lame. he got my attention, we share same interests. he was sweet, charming & a bad boy... chinito, i presume. we broke up not that long enough. 4th week of january, i got excited at valentines. having a new boyfriend wasn't in my list since he broke my heart. yeah i admit i was wrong to not trust him but hey- once a cheater always a cheater.

February;
> if it wasn't for her, things wouldn't go wrong. not in this way. i was desperate of having a new boyfriend since my rival was competing me with this kiss dare thing. i searched for guys through the net who's just around our area which is probably childish and lame but since it's a stupid bet, i will. i finally found one, who i think is very attached to girls. he was nice i assume, chinito again, probably playboy. i knew him that sunday night, 3 days before valentines day. he calls me and his voice was all groggy and deep. for a 15 year old guy like him, he looked like 14 in personal but i thought he was 17 when i haven't met him yet! so fast forward-
> lately i joined this clan, Dheyanz. this was the first time i joined in a close-society clan. we had meetings, or what you call gathering. usually, we meet up in DFS park, talking about issues, rules, new members, event. i recruited some of my friends like Clarissa&Desiree. i'm sure clariz was knocking herself out, while Desi was being inactive. she didn't like clans i guess. as for clariz&i, we were having the most times of our lives. i soon fell inlove w/ the guy i just met, he was so sweet BUT very childish. we got closer at the clan. i thought my social life was just starting, but it seemed it that's just it.

March;
> i grew much more feelings to the guy. he knew it since it was too obvious. i tried to forget him but i just can't. it seems i wasn't his type of girl. i made this thing with him which i probably would regret forever. final exams was so close too. when i browsed my notes&books, i couldn't believe it was so long! there was these complicated forumlas and memorization. aside from the study problem, i was having a heartache with HIM at the same time w/c makes it disasteriffic.
> the final exams' result came, i was so happy that this sophomore years were finally over and i am now in junior. but let's cut the chase, there were some unsatisfying parts of the exam. it's true that i got average scores, mostly in hard exams. i did fine i guess- WRONG.
> our class adviser got the most shocking news ever that would change our life. Earvin, Pete, Raph and I were being called at the English Dept. where our adviser's lair is. he told us he's sorry, for we've been evicted from Star Section class, for what we call, II-Kepler of the moment. the news came flashing all over the 2nd yr. dept. and i broke down in fits. i couldn't believe i was THAT so bad in my class. desperately hoping for a chance, i asked my adviser what subjects i failed. and now this crank my juices up, CHEMISTRY. of all the hard & un-liked subjects, i didn't have the slightest clue that it would change my life. and supposed that THIS subject was HIS favorite subject. it was a link. going back at home, my mum asked for the results. i couldn't talk or move at that time. i tried holding back my tears but it just burst out without my permission.

" Bumagsak ako sa chemistry,"
I failed my chesmitry subject

"Ha, edi paano 'yun? Wala ka na sa SP?"
What, so how's that? You're not in SP anymore?

"Oo yata,"
I believe so

"Paano nangyari 'yun?"
How did that happen?

"Hindi ko nga rin alam eh! Pasado naman mga grades ko dun, nagpasa naman ako ng project. Ewan ko!"
I don't even know! My grades were okay, i passes my projects. I don't know!

> that was the last convo. i had w/ my mum where i broke down. she kinda pitied me for it and couldn't help to see me crying so she went straight ahead at school and had a talk w/ the principal. she tried to convince to give me another chance, and so as the other kids. he thought about it over and he did. he approved, but this will be the LAST.
> i made contact w/ the 3 of them, apparently they already knew. we had to take up all 4th grading activities, exercises and exams again. we were like having this summer torture class. good thing Clariz was there to support me.
> when the new result came, it was the 5th time i jumped in joy. i got 80! how cool is that? then again, dangerous. *sighs* too bad for raph, he passed Chemistry. but he still had to deal w/ TLE, which sucks that he couldn't make it. in the end, he was the only one who's supposed to be changing sections. i kinda felt sad, he was the 1st guy who was linked to me in SP. he was so aggressive, egoistic but funny at the same time. he was w/ the bad guys' crew but i know that he's a really great friend! the death of rommel 'caused him lots of trauma, he was like the nicest friend ever. i believe he misses rommel too. like i am, this was the first time i encountered some passing away who was a friend of mine. we weren't close, but he was your ideal student. smart, patient&thoughtful. that's how to define rommel.

April;
> now here's a different side of story. it's occasionally hot here in Bataan, but since it summer, it made the word 'hot' a little something more. we had vacation in baguio for first. it was 'effin cold there and i was freezing to death everytime morning came. we weren't that long for we departed after 3 days. i am now taking private guitar sessions, 3 days a week. i'm also joining my mum in her aerobics session. there's a nearby gym just for walking distance so we took the courage and signed up there. latest obsession is Resident evil <3