Sunday, September 23, 2007

September is coming to an end and October is almost kicking in, which meant a whole lot of works and project on the line. And why so? Our science fair is going to start at October4-5 so we have one more week to prepare. So far, every SP sections are participating while I, on the other hand is trying to get busy. Dozens of problems suddenly swept in my foot and I don't know which one I should fix first. Friends, school, love, family, social life.. Gah! I'm so confused. I want to break down. Well, I always did but it never changed anything. Upcoming event is my mum's birthday to be celebrated at Sept30 in our house. LOL (: And so I'm addicted to Timbaland's The Way I Are song. It's stuck on my head over and over. Nothing much has really happened in this month. I'm bored and I've got nothing really to do. 2nd quarterly exams are going near, so as the Intramurals, Science Fair, etc.. So much for child abuse, I'm with a freshman student! D: Yes, I admit it's kinda 'WTF?' at first but heyy I like him so yadaa. Know the saying, "Age doesn't matter"? I think it really matters if you prioritize more on your dignity but me? I don't really give a damn.

Saturday, September 08, 2007

I have a great news! :D It's about school. Our Form 138 aka the Card is finally in our hands since yesterday afternoon! The grades aren't that high so you could all laugh at it. But hey! I got 3 line of 9's pronto & I guess I could be partially proud of it.. Want to hear the average?

Filipino 89
English 85
Math (Advanced Algeb) 81
Science III (Advance Chem) 83
MAKABAYAN 87
* Social Studies III 84
* TLE III 88
* MAPEH III 85
* Values ED III 90
Journalism / Creative Writing 91
BioTech / Advance Stat 90
Science III b (Basic Physics) 85

Although I flunked Algebra( did I ever mention I have the lowest grade in the subject?) and Chemistry(w/c I unbelievably believe I have a very low average since I got 5 perfect score in the quiz) I'm still happy with the line of 9's. My mum was quite proud when I handed them my report card. Yesterday when our class adviser handed me a wrong report card, I was laughing my ass out! I got 89.67 in general average, until Kate read the name and it wasn't mine. Poof! Which got me a low average of 86.38 (my real one). But I promise I'll try harder this 2nd quarter since according to my sources, this is the hardest grading. I'm not really satisfied with my grades but I could still bare with it. I didn't get the lowest average anyways.

Too bad I ain't in the mood for celebrating. The reason? Deadly diet pills. As much as hard as it is, I tried one yesterday. And I should say, the side-effects isn't going well for me. I felt really cold yesterday after I drank one. I still have my period which made me very emotional. But to tell the truth? It really is effective. I'm not encouraging friends or readers to buy one too. All that I'm saying is, it's bad for the body. Yes, I'm going to take 3 pills. Three whole pills in three consecutive days and that's it. I admit that I can't sleep at night, due to the cocaine inside it. In my other side of mind tells me I'm devouring on drugs. Another yes, the pills are drugs, uh, not quite, but I think it is. It all started when Nikita was getting slimmer, sexier, thiner or whatever sexy words you insert. I wasn't the only one who's noticing it, but also my friends. One time we went to the Girl's CR, this conversation suddenly occurs:

Nikx: Hey! Gusto nyo bang pumayat?
Me: Of course nman 'noh! (looking at Niki's blouse) Teka ha, ikaw nga pumapayat na eh! Have you noticed Issa?
Issa: Oo nga eh! Ano bang secret mo Nikki? Hehe..
Nikx: Try nyo Pearl White. It's really effective!
Me&Issa: Pearl white? Ano yun?
Nikx: Umm, gamot xa. Effective talaga promise! Acoh nga eh tingnan nyo (showing her uniform blouse) and luwag na nga saken nito eh (showing her uniform skirt) pati eto!

I suddenly noticed the thick black cycling she's wearing and no kidding, at that time I wanted to try one! The information they gave me was quite true, that you'll get sweaty everytime & lack the energy to eat food. Oh, and also you can't sleep at night. True enough, I slept at 1am earlier. Tired of stress yesterday, I retired at the bed at 10pm but I couldn't sleep. I think I closed my eyes at 10:30pm something? And woke up at 1am and slept at 1:30am and woke up again this 5am in the morning by my mum's bag zippers since they're going to Manila. I still have 3 more pills left (since Ina asked for one yesterday). I really want to lost these pounds! My hips, my waist, my arms, my legs, I want to burn all those fats and I'm really desperate! But the thoughts about dying haunts me. Like, is this really worth it?

Anyways, we have a 2day event at school. Youth for Christ camp! And I'm excited about it! It's gonna start this 8am in the morning. Rujie and Clarissa with drop by at out house to help me pack my things and such. So far I had a talk with one of the YFC officer. He said the activity's until midnight! WOOT! But I'm still scared, what if small amount of girls are present? Which leaves us at the scary lair of Tomas del Rosario College. And I DON'T want THAT to happen. So, I better start eating now and get dressed. Expect gazillion of photos and stories tomorrow! (:

Sunday, September 02, 2007

I'm so sorry if I haven't updated! I went to Manila for a vacation. Hospital vacation to be exact. I'm not going to write a long post fo` now. So let me summarize what happened. My father was confined at St. Lukes Medical Center. While in Manila, I ate heavy fast foods. Fats. Cholesterol. Yes. Oh, and I'm single. And now, it's for sure. I'm kinda sad.. I couldn't bare losing him. I cried so hard last time. And I know I started it and it's my fault. But I can't take it anymore. It's so hard dealing with him.

So much more, but I have to go now. Oh and, here's a late pic-post of the Chocolate Fondue.